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Presents
Entitled:
'I am
happy to give the most expensive, my soul, in the way
of Allah (swt)'
[ The
Last Will of the First Sister
Who Attacked Moscow ]
In the name of Allah, the Most Kind, the Most Merciful.
All praise be to Allah, and peace and prayers be upon
Prophet Muhammad, his family and his Companions.
Peace, mercy and the Blessings of Allah be upon you,
brothers and sisters.
I would like, Allah
willing, to address this message to those sisters who
strive in the path of
Allah, who wish to be useful to the religion of Allah, for
the sake of Allah. Allah says in the Quran:
"Verily Allah hath bought from the
Believers their lives and their wealth because the Garden
will be theirs: they shall fight in the way of Allah and
shall slay and be slain. It is a promise which is binding
on Him in the Torah and the Gospel and the Qur'an. Who
fulfilleth His covenant better than Allah?"
Dear brothers and sisters, I have made a covenant with
Allah that I will exchange my soul in order to gain
Paradise. The time has come for me to complete my part of
the bargain.
If Allah wills it, I will carry out a martyrdom-operation
in the path of Allah. If Allah wills it, this
martyrdom-operation will be purely for the sake of Allah,
for the sake of His religion, in order to elevate His word
on earth.
Sisters, I appeal to you to open your eyes and see the
truth, Allah willing. I am telling you, by Allah, those
things that you do, the way you usually spend your time
and efforts won't bring any benefit to religion of Allah.
If you truly want to help Allah, you must enter into a
covenant with Allah, in the same way the female Companions
of the Prophet (peace and prayers be upon him) did, in the
way that many of our sisters, Allah willing, have done
before. This is what our sister Hawa Barayeva did, may
Allah have mercy on her.
I swear by Allah this is better for you, as Allah has
ordered to fight in His cause. The only thing we ask is
for Allah to be pleased with us, that our deeds are
accepted by Allah, and pleasing to Him.
Sisters, Glory be to Allah, our Jamaah is facing some
trials and tribulations - I seek Allah's protection from
Satan, the Accursed. Seek refuge in Allah from this, if
you sincerely want to help Allah, to help His religion, my
sisters, then I call you to martyrdom in the path of
Allah.
My sisters, Glory be to Allah, today Allah has given us
the opportunity to sell our souls in exchange for
Paradise, so how can you stay away from Paradise, when the
gates are opened - Allahu Akbar - and Allah is saying:
"Come in my slave, Come in my slave".
But still we seem to prefer this temporary life, saying
that we are needed here. Sisters, why do you wear Hijab?
When you waste your time with other sisters? This idle
chat, or gossip, is the second enemy, after Satan, we seek
Allah's protection from him, and it brings a lot of harm
to the Jihad for Allah's religion.
Instead of this idle talk, it would be better if you give
your soul in the path of Allah. By Allah, I know so many
sisters and I love them, I know that they want to benefit
the religion of Allah, but know my beloved sisters, and I
swear by Allah, there are no bigger or better benefits
than that which comes from martyrdom for the sake of
Allah.
We terrorise the Disbelievers who have occupied our lands,
and installed their own laws.
Glory be to Allah! How can you live in peace my sisters,
when the Disbelievers have introduced these man-made laws?
When the Disbelievers have taken up arms against our
Creator?? Glory be to Allah! Stand up and sell your souls!
And my brothers, who sit at home, who have resigned
themselves to the fact that we ruled by the Disbelievers:
Fear Allah! On the the Day of Judgment you will be
responsible before Allah, for you staying back in your
warm houses, for the fact that you stayed back when the
sisters were selling their souls, when sisters haven't
spared their blood, or souls for the sake of Allah, for
the religion of Allah.
Is there something more valuable than a soul?
I swear by Allah I have nothing more than my own soul, I
have no money or possessions to give to Allah. By Allah,
if I had anything else to give, I would give it as well. I
have only one soul, and I have decided to give it to
Allah. If I had ten souls, then I would give all of them!
I appeal to my relatives:
If Allah wills, soon you will hear me being condemned.
Someone might say she is a 'terrorist', a 'suicide
bomber'. Yes, I am a terrorist! Why am I a terrorist? I am
a terrorist because 'terror' means to cause fear, so I am
certainly a terrorist, because I will bring fear to the
Disbelievers, those who raised their weapons against us!
You call me 'bomber', and I say yes: I am a bomber. Why,
because I chose death, when you choose a life full of
temptations and fitna. A life which is full of
temptations. This cursed life. I choose death, because
death in the path of Allah (the Glorified and Exalted) is
the life for me.
And so I say with pride: I am a terrorist, and I am a
bomber.
But I must tell you, the way that you chose to spend your
time and your money, by Allah, you will be responsible
before Allah for it!
So don't condemn me, although it will make no difference
to me if you criticise me, for all that matters to me is
gaining the pleasure of Allah. I'm sure I'm on the
Straight Path.
Because, all praise be to Allah, Allah has taught me, so I
urge you to wake up and see that you cannot keep living
under this system of Disbelief.
You have seen the way that these Disbelievers have spread
their narcotics to even the children! But as long as you
are not directly affected you stand back and smile, saying
"this is not my concern". It is only when you are directly
harmed you suddenly say: "These people are our enemy and
the Disbelievers should be killed!" Glory be to Allah!
This is not right!
Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said: "This Ummah is
like one body: when one part of the body hurts, the rest
responds with restlessness and fever"
So why do not you feel this pain, if you call yourself a
Muslim?? So why do not you feel the pain when they
imprison our brothers and sisters, when they are tortured
and raped?? If you consider yourself a part of the Ummah
of Muhammad (peace be upon him) why do you not feel this
pain, why do you sit quietly in your homes?? Why do you
condemn those who voluntarily surrender their souls to
Allah, who give everything it is possible to give in this
life? This temporary life is cursed - we seek Allah's
protection from it! How can you enjoy this temporary life?
My dear sisters: I have seen - Glory be to Allah - many
sisters who buy themselves a jilbab for 7000, for 9000
rubles. Who buy brooches and other things for 300 or 400
rubles. Glory be to Allah! Would it not be better to spend
this money in the path of Allah, to aid the Mujahideen in
the name of Allah? The reward will be in the Hereafter, so
fear Allah my sisters!
Fear Allah, for you will stand before Him tomorrow!
I see no cause more worthy than to give my soul to Allah.
Some might call me a mindless zombie. My relatives will
say: “If she embarked on this path, there was no way for
us to pull her out of there”. Of course! Glory be to
Allah, Allah has said:
"The one whom Allah guides will never be led astray"
Is this not proof enough?
Some will say that I have done this for money, or because
I have lost my husband. But why wouldn't I want to fulfill
my covenant with Allah? Think about it!
Glory be to Allah, the truth is better, it is the best
reason. Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) asked:
"Do want to know upon whom Allah smiles?" The Companions
replied: "Yes, O Messenger of Allah!"
"They are the ones who rush into the midst of enemies, and
fight until they are killed. And the ones upon whom Allah
smiles will never touch the Fire, they will have
succeeded"
Now think: he didn't say the ones who rush into the midst
of enemies in order just to fight and then return. But in
order to fight until the death.
I am so pleased that Allah has given me the opportunity to
sell my soul, Allah willing, this is not something that
everyone can do! I am pleased, all praise be to Allah, and
I tell my dear sisters: don’t shy away from selling your
souls to Allah. Do not regret: the markets of Paradise are
open now, but tomorrow these markets will be closed. And
then you have nowhere to sell your soul.
Rush to Paradise, whose width is far greater than the
earth.
Rush to Paradise my sisters!
My brothers: enough of this sitting at home.
It's time to change yourself.
May Allah open your hearts.
May Allah guide you to the true path, and open your hearts
to the true Jihad, and make you more useful to Allah's
religion than what you are now.
Allah willing, victory will be ours, either victory or
Paradise.
If there is no victory, then there will be Paradise Allah
willing.
Allah is the Greatest! Allah is the Greatest! Allah is the
Greatest!
Peace, mercy and the Blessings of Allah be upon you.
Don't
Forget Us in Your Prayers
Your Brothers at: Ansar
al-Mujahideen