How
full of sin I am, I always complain about things that are
not to my liking. How full of sin I am, I always feel
cramped in my situation which in fact is full of joys. How
full of sin I am, when I grin widely because of the things
that please me. How full of sin I am, when I use all these
special facilities for committing transgression against
Allah. How full of sin I am, when I finish the delicious
foods, that I always delight in with a surge of appetite,
without any feeling of gratefulness ever expressed. How
full of sin I am, when I wound the hearts of my parents,
who love me very much, with my bellows and rebelliousness.
How full of sin I am, when I hurt my friends with my rough
behaviors.
Indeed………………. I
am amongst those who are sinful………
While there, far
in the land of Palestine, as well as in the distant City
of Gaza.... there, my little sisters are crying, my mother
is wailing, my father is fighting off the pain, and my
brothers are sorrowful. They are the ones who deserve to
complain about their conditions. They are the ones who
ought to feel cramped because of the damage to the wheels
of life. They are the ones who deserve to be sad, to moan
and cry.
Not
us….. It is not us who deserve to complain to God, it is
not us who deserve to feel cramped with our situations, it
is not us who deserve to be sad, to moan and cry on our
conditions. And it is not us who ought to feel stressed
for the wickedness of the dunya.
Indeed…. By
Allah…. We are the youths who have the mentality of a goat
which always complain about how bad things are. We are the
youths with a primitive thinking who don't know how to be
thankful. We are the worst of slaves who are never
grateful to their Master, Who is the Most Kind. Indeed, we
are the youths who are really immoral, who always wish to
be the son of a king in order to obtain happiness.

Yet…… how staunch
the iron shields that are in their breasts are. With their
anti-Israel slogans that they always chant and the
martyrdom that are in their hearts... death in their eyes
is a beauty. And they need us to live like a human being.
Then why? Why are
we silent? Is there no more humanitarian instinct in our
hearts? Are we going to keep on minding our own businesses
which are trivial? Are we not angry enough when seeing our
brothers and sisters being slaughtered, humiliated, abused
and boycotted?
Enough!!!…. we
have enough of living a life of no value. Raise the value
of our lives by rekindling the humanitarian instincts.
Revive the spirit of jihad that, all these while, had been
buried. What can we do????????????

Do whatever we
can….. all will be worth it….. return the peace to our
families by making the occupiers flee from the land of
Palestine.
Enough of letting
our mothers being dishonored, enough of having our fathers
being slaughtered..... enough of allowing our little
brothers being tortured….. enough of permitting our
sisters being humiliated.
Indeed we are a
wicked child who does not know how to be indebted, who let
our mothers be treated unbecomingly by them, indeed we are
the rebellious children who never get angry when their
fathers are slaughtered, indeed we are a big brother with
a sissy mentality never rebel when his little brother is
tortured, indeed we are the younger brothers of a
cowardice a mentally who are never upset when their
sisters are humiliated. Indeed, we have not become a human
being with the humane nature.
